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Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Sigh.

I am sitting on my bed writing this blog post. I have no idea what this post is gonna turn out to be like, I just feel like unloading my feelings here. So if you're already bored, don't read this post. You will die of boredom.

I don't know why I am so emotionally unstable lately. I feel weak and easily defeated. I miss the days when I was strong and optimistic. I start to blame the people around me for being unthoughtful. it's their inconsideration that causes all my emotion breakdown.

I remember those days when my dog used to sit beside me when I was sad, listening to my rant about the bad day I just had. He was not an obedient dog, always peeing and pooing around the house, but somehow, he always knew when I was sad and needed someone to talk to. Whenever I was depressed, he would sit beside me and let me cry my heart out. Sometimes he licked off my tears as if he was trying to tell me that everything would be okay.

Animal's love is so selfless. My dog loved me, he just did. I didn't have to do anything fancy to impress him, nor did I have to always look pretty for him to love me, nor did I have to be super smart to be respected. He never hurt me. All I had to do was just be his owner, and he would love me, unconditionally.

I miss him so much and I feel extremely sorry for not being a good owner. But I wish he knows that that was nothing I could do. Jealousy strikes me sometimes when I see Chester getting so much attention and love from my family, whereas my dog had to live outside the house like an abandon stray dog. Why is it so unfair? He was such a smart and beautiful dog.

Why didn't anybody bother to see all the tricks he learnt to do?

Why wasn't he considered as part of the family?

Why did he have to be alone?

7 comments:

NURUL AINI NORAZMAN said...

jangan tension-tension ok, mungkin u dah nak PMS kut, sebab tu selalu tension.

*sorry, komen in BM,.he3

Lim Kai Shin said...

Nurul, haha.. It's okay to comment in BM. :) I am sure its not pms. Haha.. But I know it will be fine. Thank you.

jamie writes said...

Be strong girl...

As John Grogan said: A dog has no use for fancy cars, big homes, or designer clothes. A water log stick will do just fine. A dog doesn't care if your rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb. Give him your heart and he'll give you his. How many people can you say that about? How many people can make you feel rare and pure and special? How many people can make you feel extraordinary?

jamie writes said...

You are blessed to have Chester, and so is he to have you...

Kelvin said...

Well, at least he had u remembering him :)

Lim Kai Shin said...

@jamie Thanks for all the heartwarming comments. :) They are very much appreciated. :)

@Kelvin Yeah, I ll never ever forget him. :)

Jocelyn Keys said...

i always wish to have a dog whenever i am down.awwwh

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