As the days go by.

My dog,
He is gone
For nearly a month.
I miss him so much
It hurts a lot.
I cried myself to sleep
Every night.

I counted the days
I lived without him.
Day by day,
My tears seem to dry out
Like an abandon well.

Today,
It is the 6th day
I stopped crying.
I thought it would be a good thing,
But I am having this weird feeling,
shouldn't I be crying every night
For him?

I am still missing him
As much as the first day when he was gone.
I am so afraid that I stopped crying
Because the memories are fading.
I don't want this to happen,
I have lost him,
What I left now are
The memories...

PS, This is actually an old post, I put it down for some reasons.